Thank you for the checking with me, Tori. I don’t get much activity on my post for some reason. I went through a major transformation during the past 6 months and I feel that things could be different between us. I love my H and I would like to save my marriage. But, I just feel discouraged at the moment. It seems that there is nothing going on in my sitch, I feel stuck.
You might be right and I am also reacting to the potential A. I’ve just read in your post that you said that it would be over for you, if your H would have a PA, but then it changed. This is what I feel now. If this A goes full steam, I feel that I would be done. But, I don’t know until I know. So, maybe I need to be patient with myself and give it more time.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
