I miss my old life. my kids dont want to go to their moms everytime i have to drop them off. they cry and ask why we dont live together anymore. i try explaining it, without badmouthing her. it is hard. they ask why she moved out. i dont know what to say... i have resentments against her. she gave up on us. she gave up on me when i needed her the most. she doesnt show up for the kids events when i have them. they ask where she is at. last sunday when i picked up the kids, i opened her door n asked for my D's hockey gear. she freaked out and called the cops. i dont get it. i follow her "rules"and she still calls cops. it is so dumb. she continues to lie to me, and like an idiot i let her.
