Now I'm really trying to just enjoy the kids, GAL, work on me, and enjoy the time I spend with W.
Uhmmm......
Isn't that ...????
Nevermind
3030,
How much of that behavior was driven from your fears of what COULD be ?
I'm pretty sure a lot of it was...
Try to release that fear, and let it go. The worse has already happened, and there is nothing/was nothing that you can do about it now. So why are you so afraid of it now ???
Things come to you in waves, and you will deal with things when you are ready to see/hear/sniff/taste/touch them. Until YOU are ready to face them, they will never present themselves.
Something that I read, and followed, through this, was that God gives us EXACTLY the problems we need, in order to fix ourselves.
How much of your past behavior can you accept ? Forgive ? and more importantly...
Change what you don't like, and let the rest go ????
