I'm so worn out with this all. I do love my W with all my heart, and I would like nothing more than to make her happy for the rest of her life. But I'm not willing to be unhappy to get there. I admit, I've been considering moving on for the last few weeks based on the lack of progress. Her behavior today is a big vote of yes.
I'm sad and I'm tired. I feel like I am moving to be a better person and she simply stays in the same place and blames me for he unhappiness. It's old. She's an awesome lady...I love her to death and I could not ask for a better mother for my children. She helped me get to where I am so I owe her so much it's difficult to even put into words. But that's not enough for me anymore.
Dang buddy, I'm sorry to hear about the fight. Give it some time and let your emotions get centered again. I know this crap is hard but do you really want to give up now? You guys have come a LONG way and maybe your W is just pulling back again for whatever reason.
Any idea what she meant by the 15 date comment? That one didn't make much sense to me. Does she think something is going on with all your new GALing? Is her aggressive attitude today normal or do you think something else was on her mind? I know from personal experience something can be on my mind and next thing you know W and I are in full blown argument on completely unrelated topic because I didn't discuss the actual issue.
Our ultimate goal in the end is to be happy. If you truly love your W with all your heart will leaving make you happy?
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
