@snodderly/tvs – Thanks for your responses, it does help. I’m sure all of the Facebook stuff is to make her the center of attention.

I get it that it's all a mask and she is probably covering up her insecurities and unhappiness. Maybe it’s just the way she is acting that makes me feel that she truly is happy, but from everything I’ve been reading I’m sure it’s her persona is on, but she really does a good job at hiding her fears.

Today I have felt very broken…My spirit, my love, my understanding, my insides, my everything. I’m broken. Is this what it’s all about? I’m so very sad. If this is what I get for being the LBS then I don’t want it. I’m lonely, sad and I want my best friend back. She’s gone and each day and night I have so much pain from this who MLC process. It is hard not to ask God what his plan is for me and why he feels I must endure such pain. I know it’s his plan and he’ll let me know when it’s time to reveal his grand plan, but today I’m just not sure.

Okay, I’m done with the whining for the day…It’s just been a difficult day and I think my empathy button is stuck in the off position for my W.

M-49
W-47
M - 09/2008 T- 09/1994
No Children
4 dogs/2 cats
EA 11/2010
Sep 09/2012 (tried in 05/2012 and W came back to work on us)
As of now does not want to work on anything but herself...