Last night I had a total GAL night. Went to an 80s concert with friends while H stayed home with the boys. Today I am going on an overnight ski trip with the boys and our neighbors. H decided to go to NY instead. He is thinking about investing in a restaurant up there. Just another crazy MLC idea.
So I have been reading and re-reading the MLC success stories. They really do help me cope. I was so angry a few weeks ago that I wanted to drive more separation between us. Now I seem to be at peace with the situation. He seems to be coming through the tunnel. I can see signs. He is no longer angry. He doesn't have the mean angry outbursts that he used to have. Although there is nothing to lead me to believe that he will choose our R anytime soon. I am hopeful that in time he will. So I plan to just keep focusing on myself, the boys and GAL. I think the LBS goes through their own journey of emotions.
Me 38 H 39 M13 T18 S6 S9 Bomb Drop 11/11 Moved Out 7/12 Still have hope. No OW that I know of..
