It's actually crazy how right now I'm in the kitchen fighting off an auto-response to give my H some of my homemade cooking. I don't like him nor am I looking for anything from him, but I have to make this ''effort'' to not be myself.
Maybe I need my own dog or something that needs alot of attention!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
