billie joel- oh mannnnn

as ye sow - so shall ye reap. my matra (hope it's true)

pma alive, but stumbling along now that h in my face. its definitely harder by far to have it in your fac. when not around, can put on back burtner now or then and "not know" it so constantly.

he's not awful- but he's, well, him.

who the heck that is, anyone's guess.

he is takng mom shopping rite now tho- saves me, a bit or privacy. this business of getting accustom4ed to alone-ness is a bad one- because it makes a person too self-ori3ented i think.

just a thought here. i was a bit short this morning- it's me- it's being "watched" or "criticized" - my tolerance is low. need to work on itand remember to stfu- gonna put a big S on my rite hand- and an elastic band too- one should remind me.

i'm outta here

xxo