Soul.Searching my way back.

[Soul.Searching]

Bug, It feels more like I love the "old" H but hate the "New" H

Subguy, I would definately do that if I had to.
I was not happy at all about the sunburn. They got burnt the second day they were there and they were still very red when they got home over five days later. Especially concidering D9 told me that there was not enough sunscreen and he told her not to worry about it. Of course he denied that but then told me a couple of days ago that he brought more sunscreen. Hmm

He knew I wasent impressed and I told him it was very very bad sunburn.
If its happens again he will know about it.

It was not one of my children who got burnt by the fire, so I can't really say anything about that.

As for D9s eye I haven't actually seen it, so I can't say too much yet. He has told me he will take her to the doctors tomorrow if its still bothering her.

As for the food, there has been the odd occasion where the kids have said something to me like "We didn't have lunch today" then I'd remind them of what they had and they would say "oh yeah" that's very rare and they did seem very hungry, came in and went straight to the cupboard.
I asked them and they said they had breakfast, lunch and dinner all the other days, so it's just something I will have to keep an eye on.

The kids have told me that Neither H nor OW yell at them but they both yell at her kids a lot. They honestly do sound like a bunch of ferral bush pigs but as long as they are not treating my kids like that, then there's not much I can do.

I think the worst part is I really feel like I don't know H anymore.
The rest I'm just putting down as an adjusting period. H has never been much of a father in a lot of ways.

I don't really think they are in any real danger but its still hard not to worry.