GTO, you're awfully hard on yourself. Read post 2317720 again and count how many times you put yourself down. How is that serving you?

Those of us who have high expectations and put lots of pressure on ourselves usually have much the same expectations for others.

Is that true of you?

If so, how is it helping you?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss