Hey BTB I hope you are feeling better. I have just spent an hour catching up on your threads since before Christmas to find out where you are and what's been going on. I'm saddened to read that your H is still in the same place and feels the only way to determine if you are right for him is to do some "exploring" when you have done your very best to stand for your marriage. However, I am heartened to read that you have accepted the sitch as it is and are focusing on you.
I also get the sense that soon you will emerge from your cocoon and be the beautiful Tori butterfly that we have all had glimpse of through your threads.
I remember when I wrote the butterfly words to you months ago that I ended them with the statement that when you emerged from this cocoon journey you would blow our minds. Well, you know what Tori? You already blew mine a long, long time ago.
Take care of you - the only way is up for butterflies :-)
ME41 H39 T12 M9 Ilybinilwy 10/2010 H moves out 11/2010 H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011 Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012 Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-) "Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"
