I just want to say how much I appreciate your support & comments. I spend the last day with my family & came home last night with the kids. He texted "I love you" around bedtime & for the first time I just looked at it, and had no desire to respond. I still haven't. If this is how you love someone, I don't want it.
I've made plans to take the kids to my sisters tomorrow for when he comes home. I pretty much figure this scene won't be pretty, so I've got my backup plan. If he refuses to leave, I'll tell him I'm staying at my parents for the week so he can find a place. If for some crazy, unforeseen reason he actually agrees to all my boundaries, I plan to still spend the night with my parents & will tell him to meet me at the MC Monday night. I needed to do all this because there is that small part of me that knows I want to buy that he lives me & will stop. But I can't jump back in this again like I have the past 2 months. He'll give me just enough to bite...then we'll be here in a week.
I will accept no less than what I deserve ANYMORE!
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
