A friend of mine (female) that I used to see casually before meeting my W, who is also going through a divorce/separation, that I have been conversing with....hope that makes sene. Anyway, we both had a bad day today, in regards to our spouses. We have been sharing our situations over the last couple weeks via phone convos. Today was rough, and I asked her if she wanted to meet for a drink after work. Before I even said it, I was telling myself, "what are you doing". Then while driving, about one mile before getting to the lounge, I started to have some anxiety. What was I doing? I told myself,"hey this is nothing more than having a drink with a friend'. The night went well, we laughed, we shared, she had fun, I had fun. BUT, She asked me to continue the evening at a nightclub. I declined! Everything thing ended on a nice note, nothing even remotely permisuious or shady. However, I am strugling with the fact that I had drinks with a woman other than my wife, at a bar! Is that wrong? I just feel a little dirty, even though it was totally innocent. On the other hand, it felt really good socializing with a woman that seemed interested in what I had to say....sooooo out of sorts right now! Lots of emotions. Man, I just want my family back!!!!!!
