Journaling Tonight h spoke to my D, he said he's regressing - she said I can tell by the GobStoppers in your car. He said he's young, a few days ago he said 3yrs old, I think it may be a little older do to all the video games. But, maybe he's headed to 3ys old next.
I hate being a witness to this mans journey, I really don't like knowing anything. In this case ignorance is bliss.
I'm going to stick with being myself which is kind to him if he approaches me, and stay the heck away otherwise. He is very (for lack of better word) dumb these days, he can't follow a sentence, a thought, or remember anything he says or is said to him. He gets lost driving, misplaces things, and talks like a frustrated child.
Last night my c said to get the info on the law here about spousal rights if he collapse, and how I would go about taking over the responsibilities. C seems to be afraid h is going to become incapacitate, he says this is going to get worse unless he gets help!
He is spiraling downward and I'm not involved, I am doing more for myself!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
