Can this be true? Can this really be happening? I started from ground Zero, and swore several times I would never feel joy, peace, and happiness again.
My oh my how perspectives change.
I've received from God what I prayed for and wanted for a long time. But, I surely DID NOT GET IT IN THE WAY I WANTED. Now, do we ever get it the way we want it when a very vital lesson is to be learned? Sure enough I can look back and see that had I gotten things the way I wanted, I wouldn't have found what I needed to find the most and learned (and still continue to learn) what lessons I really needed to tackle.
Through this, I've realized that I need to practice Patience, Trust, Faith, and FORGIVENESS. For all of those things have been seriously put to the test and are still a lesson in progress.
I feel I've made progress.
Just to realize this, makes me excited and relieved. I think the worse is over in my journey, and now it's time to really enjoy and appreciate my journey as it continues. Im working on releasing alot of things, and finding comfort that I don't always have to have resolution or answer to all things. It's ok if I don't have all the answers.
I've found that not having all the answers really ends up making me realize just what the real question is.
