Thanks for checking in Tori. I think W knows how lying and OM make me feel, I just don't think she cares at this point. Hopefully one day we can have a real talk about it.
PON - I hope you're happy because I'm now eating Doritos . I actually have a pretty full weekend. Tonight went to S7 swim meet and she took 1st in 25 and 50 backstroke and second just missing 1st in 50 free. They moved her up in age brkt and she lost to 10 yr old. I was so proud and happy for her. It put me in such a good mood seeing her do well. Best part was she told girl that beat her "good race". Last meet she cried when she lost a race and we talked about sportsmanship. Tomorrow I'm working out early with ex Navy Seal (should be fun) and then taking kids swimming in afternoon. At night I have a charity dinner with bunch of friends. Sunday me and kids are hanging out most day while W goes to a shower.
I acted like nothing happened last night and it may have bothered W. After every fight we've had I historically mope around and this was a big one and she sees me not just fine but acting happy, joking with kids and other parents. I don't think she knew what to do. I even initiated a little small talk with her. She left me and kids and just went to bed.
I could have never done any of that without the support of all you guys. It's shocking the emotional swings I'm now capable of. I really need to work on staying more level headed.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
. I actually have a pretty full weekend. Tonight went to S7 swim meet and she took 1st in 25 and 50 backstroke and second just missing 1st in 50 free. They moved her up in age brkt and she lost to 10 yr old. I was so proud and happy for her. It put me in such a good mood seeing her do well. Best part was she told girl that beat her "good race". Last meet she cried when she lost a race and we talked about sportsmanship. Tomorrow I'm working out early with ex Navy Seal (should be fun) and then taking kids swimming in afternoon. At night I have a charity dinner with bunch of friends. Sunday me and kids are hanging out most day while W goes to a shower. 
