I have a running record of things I would like to say to H one day. It feels good just to write it down. I don't know if I will ever get the chance but it helps me clarify my feelings for myself so I do it anyway.
Take care and get good rest!
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TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home