Ok,so here I am 2 1/2 weeks from my D and I'm scared to death.

I don't remember not being with H. I am so scared to be alone for the first time in my life, I am so scared to be a single mom, I am so scared that financialy I'm screwed...hell I'm even scared to take my wedding rings off and what that means, is this normal?

I know that the kids and I will make this work...but NEVER did I ever think that I'd be at this point in my life getting divorced or being a single parent. I feel lke a complete failure! I guess I just really wish I had a support system here...I miss my family so much.

My son graduates in May from HS and that was alwayssomething H and Ilooked forward to and now all I see is Me and my kids sitting alone while him and his crazy family all together with their fakeness!

Sorry all, an emotional day had to get that out.


M 41 H 43
M 22
S 18 S 14 D 11
Affair discovered 1/12
He filed 2/12
OW#2 7/12 she lives next door.
D pending