GTO - My heart goes out to you.I am so glad that you are going to a FC. I think they will help you and your boys get the issues out in the open. I know all about the morning rush. I have to get 2 boys out to the bus as well. They can never find their shoes or whatever, its always something. I hate doing it by myself, but you just do it anyway.
Have you read all the MLC success stories. I am still in hte process of reading and re-reading them. They really do help me cope and detach from the situation.
The one thing is that your H is still coming around. I know its harder on you. But he could be completely gone. He chooses to come home for a little while at least. Try to use that time to connect and see you happy. I know its hard.
Me 38 H 39 M13 T18 S6 S9 Bomb Drop 11/11 Moved Out 7/12 Still have hope. No OW that I know of..