i'm buying into your "we're going to be happy ". i can't believe you know all this stuff and are keeping mum. i'm such a jerk- first thing i did was say "what the hel_ is this??? blah blah blah" it was awful- not in the least fulfilling or anything other than horrible.
oh well- so me- up front- don't like the covert operation crap. i don't know how you hold it in.
i'm quiet and storm when he's seeing ow. we both know it- my best effort is to just stay clear of him and hnot pick up phone. to co-exist and be pleasant- i probably would just explode into a pile of guts. no kidding.
you're such a stoic. here i am tho, he's back up in nj- coexisting in same house, bed, acting like "usual" - knowing what i know- trying like mad to just not say anything and not be sarcastic. don't succeed all the time.
ALLLLWAY feel like i'm either not doing proper db, or having good pma - or whatever. today tho, letting self off hook- i'm just who i am.
please refer to dr. seuss (some sister keeps saying:
be who you are- say what you feel.
those who matter won't mind and those who mind don't matter.
trying to keep a good thought. h is out with car at moment- driving with my 88 year old mom who was sick and hasn't driven in three or four wks - better hm than me.
oh well- carry on and good luck with everything. thanks for note- i'm thinking if you want to say no to casual visiting and social interaction- just do it. no one says you have to shove this down your own throat as well as him.
i resent it all like - this jerk messing up my happy little life - if i feel it i do it- otherwise i'm thinking we have a right to save ourselves from pain or uncomfortable sitchs if we can. no one says martyr ourselves - rite?
xxo (( )) like the thought of potty training eeryone- makes me miss my great neice & nephew in fl- i gotta go get a baby fix and regain my composure & perspective in life. no kidding. baby's really cut thru the crap- love, air, food, the essentials... the heck with all the intrigue of adulthood
these guys are crazy - who needs it ? not me\
snow coming- even now- at this age (62) still feels exciting to think of a possible blizzard - it's so peaceful and beautiful-
