know what i THOUGHT i said, obviously lost some text in there-
i was saying (in best pollyanna fashion) that along with not telling H about baby- the end of the sentence i thought i typed , was something like then present him with this beautiful baby and he'd immediately melt- see the error of his ways, the scales would fall from his eyes and he'd embrace you all and profess his undying love & devotion.
I know it's nutty- sometimes my brain go4s to nutty-land.
i'm sorry for your being a d grandma- but i envy you being a grandma - any which way. sounds great to me- would that i'd had the wisdom at some point to go that way myself.
oh cripes ! do i actually allow things like that to creep into my brain after last ocuple years? apparently i do. total insanity forever.
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I feel like we made it just sooo far and then BOOM! He's going to be 53yrs old next month, I feel like "come on man, get with the program, this is ridiculous already" I am all out of sympathy!
i can't tell if i just pasted the above in a last post- or i didn't do it and ran away-
anyway- yeah- me too. it is ridiculous already and i'm tired of it also. honestly- i guess we just keep putting one foot in front of another til SOMETHING big happens - to us, by us, whatever. who will know- i think when whatever happens here- i'll be surprised no matter what- and sad no matter what- and allllll tht unpleasant stuff - no matter what.
well, unless somehow i've become madly in love with someone new that returns the sentiment and i'm tra laing off to a wonderful new life. the odds? i'd say not so good- but thenm, who the heck does know?
good luck with however you play this (advising not-h) it's got to be hard - any way you decide.
so there's a new "turn" popping up in your life by surprise- who knwe??? it's something- it's got some potential for pleasure- i'd say yay (kind of?)
didn't mean to be all pushy before about who tells what to who-
have a good day- h is over taking a drive with mom- first time in a month or so since sick- yikes -
