Bottom of the RC again. He went and had a booty call with OW#1 last night. Friends of our invited us over to their house on Sat night, and now I just want to say no. I think I should. I think I should just avoid him now. I don't know. He doesn't know that I know all that I do. Maybe I just tell him I need some space if he asks if I am going. I know he wants to have this whole thing where he can go have one night stands or f-buddies and then hang out with me and the kids whenever he wants and then go hang out with his friends until all hours of the night.

nero, in 5 years, we are going to be happy. Either I will be single and happy with 4 boys that are all potty trained, or I will be seeing someone amazing, or H will have grown up and we will have worked through all of the issues. No matter what, I'm going to be happy.

M38,H39
M:16Y
BD:8/12
OWDB:11/12
S:11/12-5/13
"Temp" home:6/13
OW dropped:9/13
"I love you":12/13
H ring on:2/14
Depression back:5/15
"I'm done:" 7/15
H moved out: 3/16
H moved back: 12/16
Working on us: 3/17