He's driving me crazy this morning! You know what he wants to know? Why I went in the bathroom to get dressed. Seriously. Does it matter where I dress?! And I have time to talk to everyone else but say I'm too busy to talk with him. (if that isn't a complete reversal of how it used to go down!) I didn't say I was too busy to talk with him, just said I had been busy. What am I supposed to say - sorry, I'm too busy guarding my heart so I don't get close again too soon and you crush it?
He says he's been trying to figure all this out and then boom ...I'm a different person. Which I feel bad about because that was one of his issues, that I always change. (I see it as becoming a mom, etc but ok, whatever) But am I supposed to go on forever with him htinking it's ok to live life like this?
I tried to stay off of the rollercoaster about the clothes etc - but I can't let him accuse me of thigns that just aren't true. All of that lead to 'me seeing someone else' and he was shocked, didn't think I would do that this quick. And it all went out of control because I didn't reply for several minutes - oh, because I was WORKING!
Good thing it's Friday - I see a bottle of wine in my future.
