You know....

Chances are, that she won't remember much of this..

WAS tend to live, and feed from pure emotion, and they live in exactly the place they are in...at the moment...

They pick and choose what they feel, and who they get it from..

Did you ever think that she was baiting you into having that talk ?

Because SHE was feeling that closeness too ?

And she needed that, to re-enforce her choice to leave ????

Maybe this can become more of how YOU handle it, rather than how you F-ed it up...

What is your plan to rebound ????

What do you want ?

How do you plan to get there ???

Stop looking at the little battles so much, and start thinking of winning the war....