Maybe it's because I fear that if I forgive.. there is no epic change in my own life. I think somewhere along the line I have attached expectations to even my forgiveness of her.
Hey Val! Your comment above is puzzling to me. Maybe forgiveness is exactly the change you need. How long will you carry that burden? How long before the load becomes so heavy that it starts to affect other areas of your life?
You are a very insightful person. You really have a great capacity for digging deep within to find your truth. Just don't go digging so deep that you completely miss the vein of gold that is your path to renewal.
Oh, and happy new year!!
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It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
