2 thoughts on the prayer:
My pastor pointed out that we can never be absolutely sure of God's will for our future until it happens (He does allow lots of things he hates) we can always feel confident in asking for STRENGTH to get us through our trials, and have faith that he will give it to us, because that's what he promised. Never promised to fix all my problems just the way I like, but to get me through them. I don't really like that.

Also, scripture says God hates divorce. So when I pray about my sitch, I admit my fault in it, that I brought it on myself, then tell him even so, he hates divorce and ask him to fix.

Me 46 W 43
S 21 D 18 S 17
M 22 yrs
Discovered OM 9/10/12
W moved to sister's 9/15/12
W moved to OM 9/27/12
Tried to DB until 7/13
W filed 10/7/13. Did not serve.
I counter filed 12/2/13.