Well, to end off my roller coaster day my W dropped by to pick up some bills. That gave me a chance to spend some time with my D. For the first time since BD, my W literally just lingered around. She had coffee, visited with me and my buddy who was here, went through some of D's clothes, checked out the freezer in the garage for food. As cool as that may have seemed, it was tough. We literally spoke and carried on conversations like nothing had ever happened. That felt weird.
I am grounded right now, but I know before the night is over I will be wondering WHY she isn't willing to work on our marriage. It is just so baffling to me. When they left, D was hanging onto my leg. I began to tear up, and I know my wife had to be upset by this too....why doesn't she focus on her family and stop being so selfish....anyway, that's my rant. today cannot be over soon enough!
