My H made a deposit today into my checking account. I am so thrilled. I am trying to not fantasize and make up a future R but I cant help it. Thats what I am doing.
I know logically its not a big deal that he made this deposit but for me its the first thing he has done in months and months that has been considerate. It also means he has been tracking my banking activity and noticed that I was running low.
I just want him to come home so badly. I try to hide this want behind GALing and Alanon meetings and staying busy with the girls but I can't get the fantasy out of my mind of a intact family unit.
I am going to go read some alanon books now to erase these thoughts.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
