I sound calm in my post but inside I'm a mess. I miss him so much but I'm DB-ing so I cry anywhere but home.


M37 H36
M8 T12 inc 3yr L-dist
7/12:H broke down
10/12:H dad D frm W4. BD soon after
1/13:H wants to leave
2/13:H gpa passed. Feels closer but H still leaving
3/13: S begins