"had thought" past tense...thinking that it would be a cocky/funny/confident/your loss kind of thing...then thought that this isn't the time...haven't sent it and won't.

So basically, no more apologies, just let my actions speak for themself. If she wants to work on things I keep a mental note of what happened and so it's going to have to be avoid sexual touch and talk and build comfort until/if she brings any of it up.

“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln