Wife privileges reinstated, back in my own bed!

[mamabird]

Well, I'm struggling more than I thought I would be but at least I am starting to recognize my own patterns and think about my feelings rather than act on them. It seems like H is doing same. This is good.

Can he meet my needs? Maybe he can. We have a long hill to climb and it is going to be hard. One other thing I am noticing about myself is the amount of social stimulation that I need. I am a FB addict. I spend a lot of time here too. It's weird because I'm not all that outgoing so I have a hard time joining groups and showing up to things. I do it occasionally. But I get bored and then start looking for things to interest me. A big part of OM2 was fulfilling this need for excitement so to speak.

I have lunch with friends when I can but not being in an office every day now is hard for me. I was used to that. I guess it was part of my downfall too. I'm already pretty busy so I don't have time for more GAL but I guess I need to figure out some other way to get my social needs met. I have to figure out a way not to let boredom get the best of me...