LJC, feel free to use Cockney rhyming slang. I love it, even if I don't always know what it means and if I do make it make to London again it might come in handy.

I'm not counting on the money. It would be great if I get it, but I'm almost ready to consider it a sunk cost. If it comes, it'll make paying for next semester a lot easier, but at this point I'm ready to move on with or without the money.

I think that H won't even consider the possibility of reconciling until we're D and don't need to have any contact with each other at all. I don't know if I'd even take him back at that point, but I won't have a chance at a relationship with anyone until we get a D.

M36 XH34
M-5 T7
4/11 H confused
5/11 ILYB
6/11 OW discovered
7/11 I move out, OW over
5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file
9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3
3/13 H/OW break up
H files 4/13
D 6/18/13