Grace, it's a process and I've allowed myself to be pulled back in many times. Just keep working at it, it will happen.
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HasGrace- What Bug said is very true. Don't beat yourself up for not being further along. It is an eternal process and we all have different timelines.
Keep focusing on yourself and working through your feelings. The good days will begin to out number the bad ones and the negative emotions will happen with less frequency and with less intensity.