I ended the affair before H confronted me. No contact whatsoever since then.

Yes, I know why the behavior happened...I was alone, felt neglected and rejected and basically that no one wanted me. The OM fed my ego...made me feel wanted again.

I have read both DB and DR and listed to KLA. Those materials have kept me sane. I have identified my issues and am willing to work on them. However, he would have to communicate with me in order to utilize them.

H arrived home 1/23 and has yet to communicate in any way. I had to send him a message regarding the building of the house, and he responded by calling the builder, not me. I guess I will stay dark...

Me 46/H 48
M 19/T 20
D 21 Away at College
D 17
PA 9/12
H left 10/23/12