not sure where to go from here

[tiredndrained]

Thx Tallula..it is very hard. I am not a patient person by nature. I don't want to wait around if he is just being cordial to make things easier but I am wasting time thinking they are getting better. I probably just have to stick it out longer. The fact remains that he is home more and being nicer and so things have gotten better. I am not crying anymore and I am taking care of myself and my kids and doing my own thing. I want to keep on this path and remain strong. I think that even if he doesn't come around at least I will be better for it.