Hey Dewayne, I know where you are, I have been there, too. In my case it's not just one but three kids. It's critical that you get a job. Try anything, be prepared to accept some disadvantages at the start and then work your way up. Personally I have set my job as #1 priority and I am glad I did. I am in a much better position now. My income allows me to care for my kids when I see them and I have found several new friends at work. It really helps having new contacts and having tasks you can complete successfully. You'll have more things to think of than just the trouble with your wife.
There's no magic for getting rid of the sadness. Don't try to run from it. Accept it as a valid feeling but create new, positive impressions - and the sadness will slowly fade into the background.
