No you haven't. You chose to see the positives in your M and worked with what you had. It was your choice to engage. You had and have the power to do what YOU want. Each time you went through a challenge you learned something. Time to get that straight.
Floyd - I know you feel used and hurt right now but later in life you'll look back at this and know just how strong you were through it all. You've learned a lot with this experience and your kids respect you. No matter what happens you fought for your M and your family and those are noble acts and will be ultimately rewarded. Your W chose her path and there's nothing you can do about it. Grieve as long as you need, protect yourself and your kids, and never act out of revenge. Take time for yourself to clear your head and stay in the word. No regrets, you did all you could do and you never gave up and for that you have my respect. We're here for you buddy. Stay strong
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
