Do I wish things were different? Yes. Do I wish for a different ending? Yes. Do I feel that letting go is in my best interest? Yes. Do I think my H will realize his mistake and try to come back to our R? Yes. Do I think that when he tries to come back, he will have already lost me for good? Most probably, though not 100% sure, since I do love him unconditionally--even if I'm extremely angry at him and can't believe the way he's behaved. Do I need your support and advice? Yes. I really do.
Tori, I really like how you've worded that. It's pretty much how I've been feeling recently.
And you're not giving up. You're just going to live your life and let your H live his. Who knows what the future holds?
I'm sure you're going to have a great life, no matter what happens.
M36 XH34 M-5 T7 4/11 H confused 5/11 ILYB 6/11 OW discovered 7/11 I move out, OW over 5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file 9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3 3/13 H/OW break up H files 4/13 D 6/18/13