Still working on me

[sweetbabyred]

I know that it's really their attempt to convince each other (and the world) that everything is great, but it's annoying.

What can they be fighting over? I know a lot of it is me, but I don't contact him except about money, so I can't help it if she's jealous of me. I'm not going to stop being awesome because my H is having a MLC.

Somehow, in his head, he thinks we're not really married. My state doesn't even have legal separation, so we're definitely still married.

And to be "legally separated", wouldn't that mean that some sort of legal document was filed? He hasn't done anything except finally look over the do it yourself divorce forms he got back in May.

I guess he just thinks he can get his own place and move on just like he did with previous girlfriends. If only it were that easy.

I think it's really just bothering me because I want the chance to have a family and I'm worried that if I wait to long, even if I do find a great guy, I won't be able to have kids.