No you haven't. You chose to see the positives in your M and worked with what you had. It was your choice to engage. You had and have the power to do what YOU want. Each time you went through a challenge you learned something. Time to get that straight.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.