Rinse, repeat, replay

[Raine]

So top of the roller coaster again. H came over to bring S5 his backpack, sat down and started talking to me for 30 mins. He kept going to leave, and then wanted to tell me something else. He was so much like his old self, cracking jokes. He had tried to send me some pictures today, which I didn't notice until right before he came over, so I apologized I hadn't seen them. He said, "oh I just thought you weren't talking to me, and that's okay." He seemed really happy that wasn't the case. He also teased me about messing up on "our song" in a game. He said, "I know we have our issues, but I can't believe you missed that." It was pretty cute how he was going on about it. Oh my heck it's so hard to be around the real him. I miss that guy like crazy.

He also told me he was going to go and hang out with my brother, something he has not done since Sept, and my brother was his best friend. My brother had already sent me a text earlier, asking if it was okay. My H had contacted him. I told him of course. I'm glad he is reconnecting with him again.