Trying to move forward

[Dewayne]

Thanks longrun, in a text she sent me a while back had the phrase "but right now there's nothing to make me not want the divorce at the moment..."

But after that, just a week or two ago she made it clear again (I was NOT bringing up our R, just about her on the med's) that she wants the divorce.

I asked her politely to let it be on hold for a while until all this hectic stuff calms down and she said "I have a time limit" which I know is b/s. But knowing how and why she's acting the way she is, that's typical.

She said many times that if we get back together she wants a complete fresh start. Maybe the Celexa, maybe not, but I feel that as much SHlT that happened and she did, I think it could be affecting her a lot mentally.

Also, another point. She texted me tonight, just a few min's ago in fact. A while back, she had said "we can't get back together, you're not working" I don't know if that was a jab, a real reason or just an excuse. But her txt just now asked about my job interview I have coming up. (thot it happened already but told her no, waiting on driving record to come back)