I'm glad you are doing okay and you got tested for STDs. It's difficult for anyone going through this, but more so when you are pregnant.

I'm not surprised he came over and watched TV the entire time. He's emotionally depleted right now and can't deal w/any kind of interaction w/the children. That will change later on.

If you aren't sure how to respond to him, follow his lead. Keep your conversations very short and sweet. They've can't handle length conversations, emails or texts. Their brains are in emotional overload and it the communication isn't short and sweet, it will go right over their heads.

Please take care of yourself. It's a long journey, but you've managed to get educate yourself early on, so that will help.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.