If you're talking about your swinging lifestyle, you do understand that this is why you won't have true intimacy with her. Or at least long term. There will always be trust issues.
You're not the first person here who has done the swinging thing, expecting things intimacy, etc. As far as I know all of those couples divorced.
You understand that both women and men express intimacy differently. You're seeing as mostly physical which is not what a woman finds fulfilling in the end.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
