Marriage is a mess

[Marriageblues]

I do believe in alternate lifestyle activities, and I do believe that's where we belong. I just don't like the lack of intimacy and lack of that emotional bond we used to have between us. And of course I'm not a big fan of the enormous amount of NRE W and her guy are experiencing, but I'm trying to be understanding of the fact that usually dies down after some time.

I'm continuing the 180 and GIL activities. I believe this will help my relationship with her, as well as making me more appealing to potential dates.