I don't have an answer for you because I'm in a similar situation (DB-ing almost 3 months now) but I came across an really inspiring thread last night. Patience is the key.
It's really easy to just give up because you are hurting so much. Trust me when I say this. I can't count how many times I thought this isn't fair, how sad this is and I just want to give up. Choose who to talk to. My friends I talked to in the beginning (when I was REALLY hurting & miserable like you are now) see how hurting I was and they'd only tell me I deserve better and that really confused me. I have to remind myself I'm d-busting, not giving up until it's really done. So lately I choose to limit what I tell my friends and come here for support
M37 H36 M8 T12 inc 3yr L-dist 7/12:H broke down 10/12:H dad D frm W4. BD soon after 1/13:H wants to leave 2/13:H gpa passed. Feels closer but H still leaving 3/13: S begins
