I can laugh more and be my old self without (sometimes) feeling like my old self is who HE IS REJECTING
maybe like me you no longer value the opinion of someone not worthy of having one about you.
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i just typed something not positive - and erased it.
that's how I started to see the change in myself, I have erased whole paragraphs, it feels good!
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i hope it's just not laziness and getting used to this wierd life
no, give yourself credit for how far you have come!
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i'm going tokeep a good thought and try and feel happ7y
I am going to second that, I plan on having a great day, Not -H didn't come home from work this morning, oh well, perfect op for me to clean refreshen and invite someone over to my home!
Originally Posted By: nero
so here's my addendum:
wear my skinny jeans and NEVER EVER sweatpants - (with icky baggie butts)
makeup every morning (mostly remember) & dye hair- is better i guess - that's anyone's call
okay that's it for me. i'll recapture my "pollyanna" if it kills me and everyone around me. . (i hope)
Ok, as I read this I need to change out of my sweats. Nothing I do or did when I was trying to win him back worked so I enjoyed the cold comfortably. Which I will continue to do with my kids, but make sure to get those skinny jeans out when leaving the house!
Pollyanna? I have to read up on that again, I think I fit that description as well.
I am soo excited that H is not here, I could do this everyday, the first thing I would love to do is dump my Tivo of his depressing military.
Its freezing here, gray and its a great day, sans H!
I'm glad for you Nero, really, please let us know whenever you feel that backslide, as we all do, that's what were here for!
Keep posting positive!!!!!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
