Thanks, I know. I have to resist the urge to look again. Let it go.
Since this is not his first affair, it just has me wondering if there are even others too. This last one had an emotional aspect, so in hindsight I can see how I missed the signs. Well, I flat out asked him in the summer if he was having an affair. He said no. I believed him. But the ones before we had kids, I was clueless. He hid it well. He said he cared nothing for them, loved me, and did it to fill a hole inside him. This is what he is working on in IC. So I sit here and just think, if he is still hiding stuff, I should just get out now. But...even if I confronted him, I don't know if I'm capable yet of telling him to leave.
Why did I look?!
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
