I AM trying to stay focused on this. Of course, it's hard. The awesome support I get from all of you helps alot!
For instance, last night I was awake all night with a running dialogue in my head. I kept imagining what I wanted to say to W at this end of this "trial separation". Every storyline I came up with was TOTAL PURSUIT. I know it would never work. I have to keep telling myself to focus on me and do what works!
