nero, You have mentioned that your computer screen faces the door...have you given any thought to moving your furniture and computer around? I'm just tossing a thought out to you to think about here.
You can't see it now, but I haven't met one person who hasn't had something good come out of all of this mlc horror. For the lbs, we become stronger, more independent, wiser, compassionate and yes...learn to have more patience.
Just be yourself...if you think you need to make changes within you, then do so and practice those changes each and every day until they become permanent. You are going to be fine, but it's going to take some time to get to that point.
Hang in there!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
